The Ever-Growing TBR Pile: A Bibliophile’s Beautiful Burden

In some corner or horizontal space of nearly every book lover’s home sits a tower of possibilities – a stack of unread books that grows with each passing week, defying gravity and good intentions alike. This is the TBR pile: “To Be Read,” a physical manifestation of literary ambition that stands as both promise and gentle rebuke.

Since I’m an overachiever – if only in this area – in my house, particularly my office, there are multiple TBR piles.

The Anatomy of a TBR Pile

The typical TBR pile is a fascinating ecosystem of its own. At its foundation rests the ambitious purchases – perhaps a weighty classic one has been meaning to tackle for years, or the award-winner your friends are talking about. The middle section often contains gifts from well-meaning friends and relatives who correctly identified the recipient as a reader but perhaps missed the mark on genre preferences. The middle section for me also contains my spur-of-the-moment volumes from the new section at my library. Finishing out my TBR pile are the “Top of the Stack” – either impulse buys, those books acquired during moments of weakness at bookstore sales or the latest weekly “holds” from my library searches.

What makes a TBR pile unique to each reader is not just its content but its organization – or delightful lack thereof. Some bibliophiles maintain meticulously categorized stacks sorted by genre, publication date, or reading priority. Others embrace chaos theory, allowing their collection to exist as a jumbled monument to literary possibility where the next read might be determined by whichever volume happens to be most accessible when the current book is finished.

As a firm adherent to the “both/and” philosophy, I utilize both of the above: some TBR piles have definite themes and organization; others are a haphazard collection at best.

The Weekly TBR Pilgrimage

As a dedicated reader, my local Charlotte Mecklenburg library branch serves as both sanctuary and hunting ground. Weekly visits become ritual, a sacred appointment kept regardless of weather or competing engagements. Long written in stone in my calendar is a weekly “Lunch & Learn” – an early morning library visit followed by lunch at Big Bitez Grill. These excursions follow predictable patterns: the return of last week’s borrows, the browsing of new arrivals, and finally, the inevitable checkout of more volumes than one could reasonably expect to finish before their due date. Luckily, on almost all checkouts, up to three renewals take place automatically. Best of all, there are no overdue fines!

An example would be last week’s library visit, when I picked up seven books about J.R.R. Tolkien’s works about Middle-earth. As depicted in the image below, they are this week’s “Top of the Stack” which I am reading through at the moment. Most likely, all of these books will eventually be acquired and become part of my Tolkien library.

While I have a long history of library visits going back to my childhood, library visits have evolved beyond merely walking the physical stacks. I arrive with a carefully curated hold list of titles gleaned from topic-specific searches, online reading groups, literary podcasts, and social media recommendations. The library’s computer system becomes a treasure map, leading to searching online and then reserving volumes I want to check out.

TBR and the Quest for Synoptical Reading

Among the most ambitious readers exists a practice known as synoptical reading – the art of reading multiple books on the same subject to develop a more comprehensive understanding. This approach transforms the solitary act of reading into something resembling academic research, with books in conversation with one another through the mind of their reader. Of the four types of reading, this is by far my favorite.

A TBR pile built around synoptical reading takes on a different character. Instead of random accumulation, these collections grow with purpose. One might find three biographies of the same historical figure, offering different perspectives on a single life. Or perhaps a stack of novels from the same literary movement, each illuminating different facets of a shared aesthetic. Science books examining competing theories, philosophy texts in direct dialogue with one another – the synoptical TBR pile becomes a curated symposium waiting to happen.

Library visits for the synoptical reader involve strategic searches through subject headings and cross-references. What began as interest in a single volume often expands into the exploration of an entire subject area, with each new discovery adding another title to the ever-growing list.

Truth be told, several of my TBR piles contribute to my individual libraries. Largest, of course, is my Disney library – 500+ volumes and growing. Beyond that are several that have origins and applications in my former work: Guest Experiences (315 ); First Place Hospitality (203 ); and SUMS Remix (576 ). Other examples of my smaller synoptic libraries include Bridges (14), Shepherding (17 ), author Stephen Hunter (26), and the Burger Quest (24 ). There are more, but you get the point: for me, TBR is almost equivalent to synoptical reading.

The Psychology of the Unread

There’s a particular joy in acquiring books that exists independently from the pleasure of reading them. The Japanese term tsundoku describes the habit of buying books and letting them pile up unread, and many bibliophiles recognize themselves in this gentle accusation. This has been wrongly applied to me – if I buy it, or even check it out from the library, it’s going to be read.

A healthy TBR pile serves as a buffer against the unthinkable – the prospect of having nothing new to read. It stands as a promise of adventures yet to come, of knowledge not yet acquired but tantalizingly within reach. Each unread book represents potential rather than failure, a conversation waiting to happen between author and reader.

Yet there’s also the guilt. The reproachful spines of books purchased with enthusiasm but subsequently neglected. The nagging awareness that at current reading speeds, one might need several lifetimes to complete even the existing collection, let alone new additions.

Finding Peace with the Pile

I would like to think that I am becoming a wise bibliophile, having made peace with my TBR piles, understanding that some books may remain a long-delayed read, and that’s perfectly acceptable to me. The pile serves purposes beyond mere pre-reading storage: it’s a physical manifestation of intellectual curiosity, a declaration of reading intentions, and sometimes simply office decor that accurately reflects my personality and interests.

Weekly library visits continue regardless, new books are still acquired, and synoptical reading projects are still planned with enthusiasm. The TBR pile grows and occasionally contracts, but never disappears entirely. And in this constant state of literary potential energy waits the true joy of the book lover’s life – not just in the reading, but in the anticipation of all those worlds waiting to be explored, one opened cover at a time.


Part of a regular series on 27gen, entitled Wednesday Weekly Reader.

During my elementary school years one of the things I looked forward to the most was the delivery of “My Weekly Reader,” a weekly educational magazine designed for children and containing news-based current events.

It became a regular part of my love for reading, and helped develop my curiosity about the world around us.

Turning the Pages of War and Peace

In a follow-up to last week’s look at the history of the library, a companion post: the role of books in both shaping conflict and being shaped by conflict (the very appropriate subtitle of the book).


Print, in all its rich variety, will continue to play a part in human interactions through the globe, in war as in peacetime… When books go to war, others stay behind, a reminder of the better times when conflict can be banished to the edge of our consciousness, if never wholly eradicated.

Andrew Pettegree

We tend not to talk about books and war in the same breath – one ranks among humanity’s greatest inventions, the other among its most terrible. But as esteemed literary historian Andrew Pettegree demonstrates, the two are deeply intertwined

The Book at War explores the various roles that books have played in conflicts throughout the globe. Winston Churchill used a travel guide to plan the invasion of Norway, lonely families turned to libraries while their loved ones were fighting in the trenches, and during the Cold War both sides used books to spread their visions of how the world should be run. As solace or instruction manual, as critique or propaganda, books have shaped modern military history – for both good and ill. 

With precise historical analysis and sparkling prose, The Book at War accounts for the power – and the ambivalence – of words at war.

In May 1933, news of widespread book burnings orchestrated by the Nazis in Germany triggered a swift and impassioned response in the United States. Almost 200,000 people took to the streets in cities across the country to protest this censorship. Authors, some of whose works had been burned, strongly condemned the actions. President Franklin D. Roosevelt incorporated the imagery of the smoldering pyres into his speeches, emphasizing the importance of preserving freedom and civil liberties.

Nearly a century later, book burnings during the Nazi era remain a powerful symbol, partly due to their impact at the time. Many Americans saw them as emblematic of the German regime, serving as a forewarning of future atrocities. However, Andrew Pettegree’s extensive cultural history, The Book at War: How Reading Shaped Conflict and Conflict Shaped Reading, reveals a surprising twist. Less than two decades before the Nazi book burnings, during periods of wartime chauvinism, Americans themselves fervently burned German books, with librarians leading the way.

Pettegree, a professor of modern history at Scotland’s University of St Andrews, delves into the intricate relationship between printed media, books, and war. He argues that books have played a crucial role in conditioning readers to expect and support conflicts, serving as carriers of ideology and spoils for victors. Yet, they have also provided solace and solidarity during times of combat, offering comfort to civilians in hiding and soldiers on the front lines.

While Pettegree’s depth of knowledge and skillful storytelling are evident throughout, he reaches a high-water mark when detailing the literary toll of war, providing acute actuarial insights into the destruction of books during World War II. The loss of over 500 million books in Europe, including the ransacking of Jewish libraries and the devastation in Poland, underscores the profound impact on cultural heritage.

A fascinating thread weaves through what Pettegree calls “warrior authors” – the great leaders of the world powers who found themselves in opposition not only on the battlefield, but also on the written page. Here are a few examples:

  • Winston Churchill – Writing was in his blood; his first autobiography “My Early Life” was from his adventures in India and Africa during Britain’s various wars in the region. Prior to his ascendancy to become Prime Minister, writing and journalism kept him ahead of his mounting debts. After WWII, he would win the Nobel Prize for Literature, for his oratory and historical writing.
  • Adolf Hitler – The most notorious text of the twentieth century, “Mein Kampf” laid out in remarkable detail his program for Germany and the fate that awaited its enemies. He was also a discerning reader and collector, particularly of architectural and history books, appropriated by American soldiers in 1945 and now in the Library of Congress.
  • Joseph Stalin – Belying his reputation as crude and uneducated, he was a deeply literate and thoughtful reader and lover of books. His carefully curated library of over 15,000 volumes carried over into his involvement with some of the major writing projects of the Soviet state, influencing a war of ideas in Communist countries around the world.
  • Charles de Gaulle – A lonely symbol of French defiance during most of WWII, he first came to prominence as an author of aa widely admired text on armored warfare that crossed international boundaries and was quickly translated into both German and Russian.

The Book at War not only examines the destructive power of war on literature but also highlights how books have provided comfort to individuals enduring conflict. The accounts of Allied soldiers receiving cartons of paperbacks after storming Normandy’s beaches and Anne Frank finding solace in books while hiding from the Germans in Amsterdam are particularly poignant. These stories prompt reflection on how books continue to influence those facing conflict today.

On a personal note, my father was a WWII veteran who loved to read. Much later in life – his early 80s – he shared with me both stories and a few books that he had saved from his time in service. In addition, he had a highly curated selection of books by and about some of the great leaders of that generation, particularly Dwight Eisenhower. Upon is passing, I was fortunate to bring several of those into my personal library.


Part of a regular series on 27gen, entitled Wednesday Weekly Reader.

During my elementary school years one of the things I looked forward to the most was the delivery of “My Weekly Reader,” a weekly educational magazine designed for children and containing news-based, current events.

It became a regular part of my love for reading, and helped develop my curiosity about the world around us.

Between the Covers: A Journey Through the Pages of Library History

Tuesday is my “Lunch and Learn” day, typically involving a trip to my local library to drop off books I’ve completed and pick up new ones that are available on my hold list. As a long-time user of library facilities, it’s not a surprise that I would read a book about libraries!

Famed across the known world, jealously guarded by private collectors, built up over centuries, destroyed in a single day, ornamented with gold leaf and frescoes, or filled with bean bags and children’s drawings – the history of the library is rich, varied, and stuffed full of incident.

 In The Library; A Fragile History, historians Andrew Pettegree and Arthur der Weduwen introduce us to the antiquarians and philanthropists who shaped the world’s great collections, trace the rise and fall of literary tastes, and reveal the high crimes and misdemeanors committed in pursuit of rare manuscripts. In doing so, they reveal that while collections themselves are fragile, often falling into ruin within a few decades, the idea of the library has been remarkably resilient as each generation makes- and remakes -the institution anew. 

Beautifully written and deeply researched, The Library is essential reading for book lovers, collectors, and anyone who has ever gotten blissfully lost in the stacks.

The Library: A Fragile History by Andrew Pettegree delves into the rich and complex evolution of libraries throughout history. Pettegree skillfully navigates the cultural, social, and technological shifts that have shaped these institutions. The book explores the profound impact of libraries on societies, emphasizing their role as repositories of knowledge and catalysts for intellectual progress.

Pettegree traces the origins of libraries from ancient civilizations to the present day, highlighting key moments of transformation and adaptation. The narrative captures the challenges libraries faced, such as political upheavals, wars, and technological advancements, and how they managed to survive and thrive amidst these changes.

One notable aspect of the book is its attention to the people behind the libraries, from dedicated librarians to visionary leaders who shaped the destiny of these institutions. Pettegree effectively weaves together historical anecdotes, providing a comprehensive and engaging account of the library’s journey.

As a voracious reader with a keen interest in history, I really appreciated the detailed exploration of the evolution of libraries and their pivotal role in preserving and disseminating knowledge. Pettegree’s thorough research and insightful analysis provided detailed explanations and appreciation for good arguments.

Overall, The Library: A Fragile History offers a compelling narrative that aligns with my interests in history and books. It serves as a valuable addition to my reading list, providing a nuanced perspective on the enduring significance of libraries across different eras.


Part of a regular series on 27gen, entitled Wednesday Weekly Reader.

During my elementary school years one of the things I looked forward to the most was the delivery of “My Weekly Reader,” a weekly educational magazine designed for children and containing news-based, current events.

It became a regular part of my love for reading, and helped develop my curiosity about the world around us.

All Endings Set Up New Beginnings

Among the many, many lessons from 2020, one certainly has to be that the pace of everything has accelerated.

At Auxano, we always strive to serve church leaders to the best of our ability

When the last two intersect, it’s time to make changes…

As we, like every church leader right now, assess everything we are presently doing in order to maximize future impact, it’s clear that even some of our best resources need to change.

The last issue of SUMS Remix was delivered Thursday, April 22*.

If all you’re doing is the jobs you used to do, you’re certainly missing out on the contributions you’re capable of.

Seth Godin

Those who know me know my personality style, emotional makeup, and characteristics. If you don’t, this should give you a clue:

  • Myers-Briggs – INTJ
  • DISC – C (almost exclusively)
  • Insights – Blue (deep, deep, blue)
  • Enneagram – 5, wing 6
  • Fascination Archetype – The Archer
  • Strengths Finder – Learner, Intellection, Input
  • APEST – Teaching

There’s more, but you get the drift.

SUMS Remix, and SUMS before it, have been an integral part of my work life since the fall of 2012. The idea of a creating a book summary product was one of my three primary tasks when I joined Auxano earlier that year.

Anything connected to reading, learning, and curiosity about the world around us was a natural fit for me – I have been a reader for as long as I can remember. It was instilled in me and modeled by my father, orchestrated by my mother, and a natural part of my brother’s and my childhood.

By the numbers, here’s where I’ve been:

  • 8 years, 5 months of constant production cycles for SUMS and SUMS Remix
  • 227 issues (includes 6 special, “commissioned” issues)
  • 574 books referenced
  • Several hundred more considered, but not used
  • 6 vertical book towers and two shelves in my office, holding the above referenced books
  • 3 postal carriers, and dozens of Amazon drivers, making regular visits to my house
  • 1 very gifted team: Bryan Rose, Andrea Kandler, and James Bethany – creative input, grammar and style development, and graphic designer, respectively. They made it happen, week after week.

And it’s over.

Better is possible… if we care enough to walk away from what was  and brave enough to build something new. 

Seth Godin

To best meet challenges facing leaders in a post-pandemic, accelerated-pace-of-ministry life, our team is redirecting our resources used to produce SUMS Remix to a laser-focus on these four areas:

  • Vision Clarity – because the post-pandemic church must be even more engaging and focus on accomplishing their unique disciple-making call
  • Visionary Planning – because every ministries and leaders must work in complete alignment toward a collaborative understanding of God’s better future
  • Generosity Culture – because giving has been steady over the last year, but we must grow everyone to be generous disciples
  • Generosity Campaign – because healthy growth requires resources, and how the church funds large-scale initiatives must change

If any of those areas resonate within you or your leadership and you would like to know more about how the Auxano team can help your leadership in this new era, just fill out this connection card and one of our Navigators will reach out and schedule a quick call.

I’ve already jumped headfirst into the world of research and writing for engagement, real-time development of content that leaders are asking questions about, and supporting our Navigators in their onsite and virtual journeys with churches across the country.

When it comes to books and reading, I’m still making weekly trips to the library, still curious about the world around us, and still adding to my “To Be Read” lists, because…

Want to talk books, ideas, and such? Leave a comment below!

* That day is significant in many ways, not the least of which it was the only issue (out of 221 SUMS and SUMS Remix) that was not delivered on our “every other Wednesday” target, which began in October 2012. Just sayin’…